Why too sudden??

My dear gang, why u all change so suddenly. I cant acceptable that u all leave me alone again.
Alway I'm the last know between our gang thing.
And why I am alway is the center person.
I'm not when you need then use when dun wan juz throw me a side.
Mayb I'm the tissue for u all..
I'm so tire~~
My tear no control flow out suddenly..

Sorry... Fiq

First I want to say sorry to Fiq.
Sorry about that day. Because that time I was so emotional not balance so I very that you say '' mengade - ade la ''. I so sorry with that.

See you like S.J  always dance I like. I dun wan  without you all as friend. T-T

Saturday _ 17/07/2010

Today I had my addiction class in the morning.
Hiuzz.... 8 am - 10am
Nice in school. Teacher teaching my lovely chapter. huhu~~
Unbelievable teacher will come to school to teach us ^___^

Afternoon I went to library.
When wanted to back home I met my seniors. Actually want followed then back but suddenly I saw my classmates. I got something wanted to chat with them so I followed them back.
Back also not back home, go Shu's house again.

Otw, Fiq told me his hp already bye2. OMG!!!
So touching T.T  While him relax only.  WTF!!!
He can no need mind that at all. Because he is my friend so I will worry everything of them.


Today thx U all be with me. Love you all 0h ^__^


U all know only, I go find you all. Will know what I want from you all. Hahahha..
Thank You my friends.

怡保の爸爸妈妈

爸爸妈妈，我好惦念你们哦^^
每天都想你们。一直想回去你们的身边。
今天同样好想你们，妈妈既然打给我了。哈哈哈哈...
忙完一天才理会我。
我想问爸爸东西的叻~ 爸爸没有空踩我。
哼~ 爸爸，我回去你就会被我感动啦！哈哈..


无人可以取代我的爸爸妈妈^^

14/7/2010 の day

My God ..

After finish school I think got cocurriculum. HAHAX~ 

Already cancel. Yahooo...  So happy ^___^

but ... ... still want walk home mah ... lolx

More good la, stay at home only. Hehe...

Come back home already a bit tired. NVM la~ Go exercise some more. Siokk....

Evening went to Shu's house. Long time din see Sepul. So miss him. He sick so many days. Until today go school also not yet ok. Pity him~

BORING that time...

No YAMAHA guys there. At last they come. MAD!!!

1 bring Sepul home another 1 follow me~

One of the YAMAHA guy say: Don't touching eh~ I got say Bye Bye to you. OK?? Bye~

Me: Yaya... You know me wah~ Pro + Strong touching. HAHAHA.. kk, bye. Take care ^^

He: You too. Lakalakala..

NOT WORTH

Someone told me this:


|- Some human are not worth to feel sad to them. -|
|- Because they don't even care if you do like this. -|


  - You just make your own sad only -  T.T

如果你把我当朋友了

如果是朋友、请不要在我面前伪装。
如果是朋友、请不要在我面前逞强。
如果是朋友、请不要在你需要帮助的时候、不向我开口。
如果是朋友、请不要在你寂寞的时候怕打搅我、而一个人伤心。
如果是朋友、请不要对我说：我害怕有一天你会离开、我们陌生了怎么办？
如果是朋友、请不要一个人喝闷酒。
如果是朋友、请不要一个人躲在被子里哭泣。
如果是朋友、请不要说一些要轻生的念头。
如果是朋友、请不要觉得没人在乎你。
如果是朋友、请不要做一些傻事。

如果是朋友、我要你记住：

在我面前、你没有伪装的必要；你没逞强的需要。
朋友这是一辈子的事。不管什么时候、你感到难受。不要一个人去承受。请你告诉我、我陪你。
在你需要帮助或想找人倾诉的时候、找我。我帮你。
在你想哭的时候、找我。我给你肩膀。大不了洗衣服呗!呵呵 
在你不爽想喝酒的时候、找我。我陪你耍酒疯。 
在你半夜寂寞的时候找我。我陪你说话。
在你觉得没人相信你的时候、告诉我。我信你。

请不要觉得自己是没人关心的孩子。我要你知道：不管怎样、我一直都在。 
在我心里、时间和距离跟本磨灭不了我们之间的感情。不要跟我说陌生这些令我恍惚的词汇。我会难受。真的。我只要你知道。我从未离开.......

Fate? Owe?

Do anyone know what I feel right now without asking me??

The answer is NO!! 

I'm so tired + pain. Why you want so suddenly appear?

0r maybe that happen is god set, so I must follow?

0r I owe you? 

Hmm.. I think this all are unknown.

What for and what qualification I can do that!!?

USELESS!!!!

Are the world change??

Time really change a person. 

I cant acceptable and I unbelievable. So fast you change so much.

I am a part of your friend, why you want to use the way like this talk to me?? So touching do you know that?

Never mind la~ I still will keep support you because you are my friend. I would not want my friend is sad and unhappy. Just want to help. Sorry.. I cant help up you~ Because you choose your way.

Anywhere I will still support you as a friend. T.T

11/7/2010 - Marathon

Sorry to Zhen, Kit, Jim, Jing and other friends.
Haahaha... Today let you all get trouble already. Hehehe..
Zhen, I searching you like I missing my mum. Lolx
Kit, I searching you too.. But final I also caught you also. Hahaha...
So lucky..
Jim, I looking for you damn damn difficult. You ran so fast also no bring me. Just joking. My standard and your standard are so far away. Never mind~ I will train up more. Hehe..

Human life is always so fragile! One cannot with stand any pain, any damage, they had to say goodbye ...

0h My Goodness (0.o)||

Long time din play trampolines and also have 3 weeks din go exercise already. Now look a bit fat. Eeeee.... UNCOMFORTABLE!!! Never mind, tomorrow got Marathon Seremban. Enjoy there~ Then the next week go train up. Hmm... Will plain it every Saturday go. Huhu..
KAM-BA-TEH neh~~

Searching ...

Next year I gonna see you. Hehe...

So happy~ Wait 0, Lagenda [YAMAHA]

Some more got 9 more month. Lolx

9 month more month...

W-Series

W-Series - Sony


Cool + Nice

Lucky you back

Pg2 I memerhati u. Tp u wt bdoh je.
Haiz.. I give up la. I pikir psl semalam. Then x thn dh T-T
X percaya lo~ Sioknye I wt hinge mcm tu. Mcm org sial..
Fiq ckp I mengade-ade pulak. Haiz.. I sengaje tau~ Bkn yg u pikir begitu.


Mcm mne sdih, I dh kawan balik ngan u. Hehehe...
Hapi u tau x?? Huhuhu....

不正常的一天

生病到脑袋都烧坏了~ 这可是真的！！


① 忘记很多东西 - 妈咪问我那个人的家附近不是有间店的吗？？我回答：有吗？？ 
② 做过什么都忘了
③ 整个人还没醒悟， 认错人 = =||
④ 乱乱撞 >__<
⑤ 突然特别爱看小说了
⑥ 不太爱理会他人
⑦ 幻想好多好好笑的东西，会自己笑。傻得很离谱！！
⑧ 会很坏脾气


真的觉得有点不正常。

Still not very understand.

8/7/2010 - Today I know my Mid-year Exam already. Still can acceptable my mark la~ hahaha...

After high fever, my legs cant walk very normal. Become limp. Difficult to walk up and down.

So from today, i will not walk home anymore.

After finish school, I stay at school - Library. Finished at 3pm.

Wanted to take a bus home. Waiting so long, non see a bus shadow also. Then wanted to try walk. Not yet walk 100 steps suddenly behind me got somebody hon me. 

Turn and see...

Is you, wondering wanted to call u but scare....

Who know, god help me this. Hehehe...

Hmm.. Don't know you already forgive me o not?! Keep thinking...

I try to talk with you nicely but you din answer me nicely also. See your face like fierce only.

When reach home, I say thank to you, you also din reply me also. You touching or not!! Cry already T-T

I hope I faster be 0k with me because I cannot without you.

May God Bless Me.

最深的爱叫着“放弃”

當你不再愛我，當愛你已成為你的負擔，當相愛已是一種痛苦，那麼，我選擇放棄。 

放棄你，是因為愛你。因為愛你，所以不願看見你不快樂；因為愛你，所以不願看著你強忍內心的掙扎；因為愛你，所以不願看見你勉強的笑容；因為愛你，所以願意放了你。 

當愛已成往事，又何必苦苦追尋？強求得不來幸福，強求只能拉大你我的裂痕，只能加劇你我的痛楚。如果你真的想走，我無言，只能任你去。 

曾經以為你是風箏，我手中握著那根線，無論你飛向何方，我最終都是你的歸屬。 

現在終於明白，其實愛你，就不應該束縛你。 

“春花秋月何時了，往事知多少？”往事如風，不如讓愛隨風而去。 

當一切成空，惟有回憶伴我。時間能沖淡一切，包括我對你的愛。不願讓你看見我的眼淚，因為你會心軟，但你不會開心。 

因為愛你，所以不會用淚水強留，所以放了你。你的心已遠去，我又何苦留下你的體？ 

雖然我渴望天長地久，但如果這只是一種奢求， 那我不如只求曾經擁有。曾經擁有過你的愛，這已足夠。 因為有一種愛，叫做放棄。 

放棄不是無私的奉獻。放棄你，這不僅是對你的愛，更是對我自己的呵護。放棄你，我會傷心，但我不會後悔。讓你從我的生命中消失，是因為“長痛不如短痛”。 

當我容顏盡老、行將就木，我依然不會後悔。因為曾經愛過你。 因為愛你，所以希望你快樂。 

有人說這個世界不會有永恆的愛情。你我之間，如果連短暫的愛情也無法存在，不如放開彼此。愛你，就該讓你去追尋你的幸福。當你快樂時，我也會快樂。因為你的一切，我都在意。 

如果你要離開我，我不會怪你，只能怪我自己，怪自己太愛你。 也許是我過分的寵溺讓你習慣享受，也許是我過分的放任讓你沒有責任，也許是我過分的愛憐讓你壓力重重，也許是她美麗的容顏讓你迷向。只怪你我有緣無分。 

當你想要離去，請別管我，你只需告訴我，你不再愛我，你要走。我一定會讓你走，不會乞求你留下，哪怕聽見自己心碎的聲音。 

當你離去，請別再回頭。回頭是一種錯誤，回頭是對你我的不公。去了，請別再後悔。 

因為愛你，就該放了你。 我知道，有一種愛叫做放棄，那是對你最深的愛。 

Pity day

Whole day sneeze, cough and flame. Aiyo.... tired leh~
You non understanding me also. Hg~~ some more come and  flirt with me. 

I touching ad you like an ant on the hot pan. Hahaha.. see your face also know you worry. I just purpose don't want bother you. Lolx....

I say sorry to you la~ ok?!    Please forgive me la, ok?! I just do it as purpose, dun mind that is real la. We be friends so long ad, you dun know my style 0h?! Like making more fun la. Hahahaha... want you all have fun. 

Forgive me eh?!

Feel sick but today was happy

5/7/2010- 
Today got class addition. After school, I walk back with my gang. ^^
actually is tired because we had injection today. Feel tired a bit. NVM la~ got friends be with me. Hehehe..


After home me do my thing all then go Adilla's house revision. Whole day wit Fiq + Meng, so many joke they make. Really happy.


Meng, sorry la.. today~ I purpose one lah~ Dun touching la. I just joke with you la. HAHA..
so stupid are you. Let me chit!! lolx

绿绿的草地，
蓝蓝的天空，
淡淡的云朵，
耀眼的阳光，
绚丽的彩虹。

放轻松慢慢的躺卧着绿绿的草地，
看着那蓝蓝的天空，
衬托那淡淡的云朵，
偷偷的看着那耀眼的阳光，
远方出现了道绚丽的彩虹。

原来，这感觉这么的舒服，
原来，天空是这么的美丽，
原来，这一切这么的简单，
原来...原来...这就是生活。